Loving you was the only reason

Loving you was the only reason
Why I felt I am so me
But you took away that smile from me
Left me with things I do not want to see
Loving you was my only way
But I could not find it in a day
Loving you gave me something
Which happened like never before
I don't have a way to find
I want to stay this kind
Life is nothing and nothings left
I am in a state of defy
Just want to let go of everything!