It's hard to control

It is hard to control my tears in vain
You can come and see my pain
Since the time you have left
I am in a state of blue and deft
I am habituated by your presence
Can't really live a life without you
My dear husband I want to tell you
That I am so in love with you
Won't you come back for that love
Know that I am so missing you
My hubby dear..Yes, it's so true
I am so missing you!