I loved you so much my dear

I loved you from every beat of my heart
You were indeed a special part,
I was in awe of you know
But that skipped things in show
I don't have any feelings left
My mind is still numb
The way you broke my heart
I do not know how I will succumb
I know for sure the love I have
I can't see it in your eyes
A love that took away all from me
And left me with no choice
A love lost in the whale of time
A love lost is all I know
A feeling which is deprived!