Life Ain't Easy

So you thought it is easy, but now you know.
It is all hailstones here, before the snow.
For what comes just goes, seeking unknown, searching something,
And one day you learn, without pain, we can have nothing.

Too afraid to let go, you hold on to fading memories,
Too sober to realize, melting life in a quest for basic groceries.
Day after day, exploring the vibes, you all learn to grasp.
Cheating with a smile, hoping for a lie, till for the last breath you gasp.

So you thought it is easy, but now you know it is not,
You have to live and enjoy, and never greed for a lot.
Playing games with a bless, a life, you forget what you need
And while you decide between heaven or hell, on earth you can only bleed.