Writing this poem to you

As I am writing to you this poem
I mean every word that I am saying
Life is not the same without you
You only give me a clue
That how it is possible to not speak to you
I know it's my mistake and I have apologized for it
But I am also struggling bit by bit
My life has changed since the time you have left
And now it's only a feeling of deft
Please take this as a sorry from my heart
Please don't leave or go apart
As I may not be able to stay without you
Please forgive me coz I love you!