I do not want this to happen

I do not want to lose you in life
I do not want to see you far away
Not spending my time with you
Makes me blue, things about you
You have to forgive me for old sake
Things just went out of hand
Believe me nothing was so fake
You have to believe me and let go
You will surely know
Your decision was right to let go
I am truly sorry for everything
I hope you will forgive me!