It has been so painful for me

It has been really painful for me in life
It has really been a difficult time to strive
It's hard to imagine a life without you
Feeling so lonely and so blue
Yes I admit I made a mistake my girl
And I have paid a heavy price for it
Life is not the same without you
I have had my share of downs to bit
I hope that you forgive me through
So that we start a story so new
It's all lonely so without you
I am really sorry!