The loss of someone special in life is not easy. 
I know that you are in immense pain right now. 
I can't do anything except share your pain in this tough time. 
I know that your husband was really special for you. 
I am sorry to hear that he is no more. 
I pray to Almighty to give you start to overcome this pain. 
I pray to Almighty that may his soul rest in peace. 
You have to stay strong for your loved ones.