Standing all alone in this way of life

Standing all alone in the whale of time
There is no one to support me
No one to share my pain
I did try to reframe my life
But everything looks like a bane
Seems like some curse on me
There are many things I do not want to see
Life will change I know it well
But the past forces me to dwell
I am reeling under some kind of fear
Which is just not letting me near
I am afraid to trust people
Want to remain in silence of the dark
Life has become like a distant spark!