I always do count my tears

I silently count my tears
I silently cry when no one's there
People who used to love me much
They only don't bother to care
Times have changed and people too
They don't really love you
They show that you are special in life
But leave you in your strive
Fake and dual role is something
That pierce through your clear heart
There was never so much of love
It was all fake from the start
I am shattered to the core
I am lost in life somewhere!