Deep down in love

Deep down I am sad and feeling the gloom,
Smiling in front and hiding my pain,
Why did we part our ways, can't get through,
Can't control my tears but in vain,
Don't tell me to stop, as I won't be able to,
Can't express my pain in any other form,
All the games of love and blame,
It's not surreal; it's not the same,
I have emotions, and it feels a lot,
Please think once more,
Please give it a thought!