I am sad as I had that

I am sad as I had that longing in love
I am sad I had that connect to mine
I am sad that I cannot find a solace
I was so looking a lot in the love
I was trying to behold you
In my life forever my love
But nothing worked as I thought
I cried and emotions I fought
Everything changed with a reason
Things are not the same now
I am so lost in this crowd
Finding your love in my life!