I feel so broken without you

I feel so broken without you in my life
I feel so helpless within
Life without you is not the same
And I don't know whom to blame
One mistake and you did not trust me
One mistake and things got so ugly
I know that I cannot go and correct everything
I know that it is not possible this way
But leave everything behind and give me a say
As without you, life is lifeless and dull
Please help me and have my say
Please forgive me I am sorry!