I have hurt you along

I have betrayed you many times I know
I have caused hurt that can be seen
But whenever you turned to calm me down
I always had to intervene
It's my nature that is taking a toll
On our relationship, which is sad
Trust me whenever such things happen in life
I equally feel so bad
So my dear I want to ask you for forgiveness
All and every way
So that I can peacefully have my say
And have that peace of mind again
Please forgive me through oh so kind!